chillax lng..

hmm dats after i went to my dear's haus.. just enjoying life! (smiles) cute nman ni dennis trillo este ian pla khit nag susumuka na dun at humiga pa sa buhanginan sa tabi ng "basurahan" haha.. really enjoying lfe now but parang may kulang eh.. hai.. ikaw pa din un.. wla ng iba...ang daming dumadating pero ayaw ko sa knila ikaw ang mahal ko.. hai ako'y tila isang buang na sa kakaisip syo... behind my smiles and laughters still i can feel sadness nd soo much depression arises even in the middle of the enjoyment i feel/ experiencing... hai... iloveyou still... i wish i can move on na..oops kasama ko c mare.. sa 22nd street nd sayang di ka ng pakilala eh.. we shared glances di ka pa nag approach hehe... hmm bri sna maayos nyo na yan.. nd truth will prevail pa din! hai.. mag pray na kc tyo eh...

its meeh...d new meeh...d real meeh

well what happened this day?!?! nothin much.. e2 mukang may inuman ulit.. haha cla kuya kc nag paparinig! hehe.. ummm im currentltly renting a unit.. just finished attending our class nd nothing follows... hmm im soo damn bore nd to think that i have my exam in prac arts tom huh! damn good luck na lng sa tin dear, raiza nd myslef!! haha... umm tinatamad na meeh mag type.. tom n lng ulit... hai all i can say is dat i cried myself to sleep last nyt because i wrote him a letter!! damn.. yesterday enjoy na nman khit umuulan ng hapaka lakas eh go pa din kmi sa versatile hehe.. lav yah guys sbrang enjoy meeh wen im wd you! wait nyo pix ntin nung nsa haus tyo last friday! i miss him soo bad.. but im losing hope!(sniff)

hmm after a long time of resting..

whaaaaat?? after 5 days of resting from my blog.. i shuld write what happened for the past few days of my life.. :)

July 21, 2007 (SATURDAY)

In the morning I was just at home I've watched television and pagsapit ng hapon i got dressed nd went to my friend's haus (Glenda) and waited for a friend.. we went to 22nd street (Las Pinas) and we really enjoyed the nyt.. ive seen clifford na sbrang cute na gay.. and i met sam1 well not actually met but we shared glances with each other.. WOW!then we got home at 4am na din and i went to sleep after taking a shower.. hmm d ko nkasama tropa ko nd my dear ive missed them. but wait until tom.. hehe ;)

july 22, 2007 (SUNDAY)

hmm well i woke up at 12pm na din.. den after a slumber.. my sisters and i watched movies.. hahaha movie marathon ba ito?!?! eneweiz then nagkita kmi ng tropa sa kawit.. :) fiesta kila dear.. umm den wat else could we do there after eating? xempre we drank again but before that samthing creepy happened sa haus nila.. nyeee... but we stil enjoyed the day i mean d nyt.. hehe..we had some photo op again!;)

july 23,2007 (MONDAY)

we got the result from our examinations that we never studied for.. haha.. first at PT akalin mong i got 89 hahaha.. at isa pang hahahaha... i cant believe it! eneweiz enough of that.. second sa ASL i got 85.. haha its ok.. ;) umm as usual we got bored nd went at GST and had some photo op again! hmm we really enjoyed the nyt sayang nga wla c cha eh.. coz of her mom but its ok we still love her soo much! hehe connect?!?! not until i suddenly had a thought.. hai.. naicp ko n nman xa.. :( i miss him soo much because i dreamt of him last nyt... waaaa.... noh ba to?!?!
then we went straight back home and called it a day..:)

july 24, 2007 (TUESDAY)

hmm i woke up from a dream... hai.. my x and my friend (jon-jon) were together daw.. waaahhhhh i cant believe it! when i told the story to my friends.. hahaha un lng reaction nila.. then i was late for my class in prac arts.. but it was ok.. then we ate our lunch kila ate.. mura na sulit pa.. hehe..:) advertisement ba ito? then we went for our CANCER break and went to our class in Lit. Crit.. we got our grades and i got 87 for my exam nd 90 for my prelim grade.. wahehe.. happy me for my dear coz she got 88..:) oh dba?!?! nd my sis cha got 87.. Go go power rangers! haha.. love yah guys! den after i attended my class in Rizal and sat beside a guy.. a guy thats been flirting with meeh since day 1.. haha a natural flirt.. almost all of the girls ata eh his been messin aroung with?!?! but what the heck.. then after attending my class we went to our tambayan and we ate some isaw (tropa)! talerp! hehe..even though their soo makulit i can still handle them ;) then my dear, charisse, ali, daisy and raiza went at ate ebs and had some CANCER BREAK and then my dear accompanied me to d grade 1 studes and practiced them which jon and i choreographed and their soo cute, even though their soo makulit their cute as ever... ;) then we went for at ate ebs again and had some CANCER BREAK nd went for a walk and we went back home.. tnx dear! mwaahhh

"livin life to the fullest"

after a week long examinations.. hai..we surpassed it..well i never studied for any of my subjects but i surely passed it..not nailed it just passed..;)(haha yabang) eneweiz hmm im still thinking about him alot.. but i should stop doing this should i?? well just give me some more time to think. okie? eneweiz

wednesday july 18,2007: after a cheating exam in theo with the virtuoso in theo Mr. Ericke Mojica..tnx erixke I owe u alot in theo!;) hmm meeh nd my friends still have exams for thursday but what the heck! we decided to go our friend's haus (jen) to have some fun and not to think of the pressure that we are experiencing..;) hmm we really enjoyed that day and really had some fun.. check out my friendster account for my evidences.. hehe.. im just really happy of what is happening in our tropa..as in were not doin anything but enjoying life..and most of us are single!! hmm yah.. looks like impossible but thats the truth.. but were not minding it, instead were enjoying each others company.. and were indeed successful in doin that thing! hmm we went home late and ate lugaw at kawit (which is my personal fave).. and went staright home..;)

thursday july 19,2007: took an exam in Literary criticism which i was late for almost 30mins and in ASL which is an essay type of test nd was kinda easy.. but kamote ako sa lit crit.. haha.. eneweiz after taking my exams we went staright home because we need to study for our subject, but failed to do that.. wen i got home i fell asleep and woke up at around 7 or 8pm then i just watched grey's anatomy and america's nxt top model.. then i talked to my dear and watched SOCO afterwards.. then went to bed and got some sleep.. inshort i failed to study my lesson.. well gudluck na lng.. haha

friday july 20, 2007: hmm it was a horrible day for meeh.. haha.. coz i took my exam on principles in teaching 2.. aun kamoteng kamote.. haha.. but in health ed it was ok..;) hmm i went to my dear's house (ooopppsss store pla..ate eba hehe..lav u dear) and we did not do anything but to laugh, to eat, and to take pix of course.. hmm i really enjoyed bein with her and i really love her soo deeply.. hmm then 5pm i went to my friend's haus (glenda) and get some smoke and we went at SM.. had some coffee and smoke again..haha.. hmm then we went to her haus again and ate.. and some smoke again! haha then up to now im still awake and its already 3am. hmm i wish i coul've learn sleeping early.. :( my eyebags are not bags anymore but suitcases! hmp..

for you: i want to forget you but i cant

i want to be with u but u wouldnt

i wish i could turn back time

but for you its a crime

and im still here to love you

but i know u have some1 new..

we "drunk" the whole bottle..hew

hmm its quarter to 8.. :) we're done with our bottle of grand ma.. hmm dear, avee (wch is my siter) and meeh durnk the whole bottle..;) enewie we really enjoyed wat we've done for the whole day.. eneweiz hmm what an exhausting day for meeh, ive taken my exam in rizal nd never studied for the subject.. well gud luck n lng.. hmm im really happy for wat happened for this day..;) i rili enjoyed being wd my dear nd my sis.. nd tom may exam pa kmi nd never pa ko nag aral.. hai.. ge i gtg im kinda sleepy na din eh... mwaaahhh.. God bless you guys....

well for you i'm still thinking of u.. nd i still do love you.. hai..

sayang wla ung ibang tropa but i enjoyed my day with my dear.. oh guys tom huh tyo lhat nman... ddlhin q ung digi cam hehe.. lav yah guys... mwaaahhh.. lav yah dear..

for the second time

1 hr to go and its my preliminary exam.. hai i got hang over nd i havnt studied my lessons yet.. hmm well as they say "bahala na c batman" hehe.. enewei i just thought of making ablog here.. for the second time.. umm later i wish there could be a bonding time wd my friends.. inshort inuman again?!?! well gudluck n lng on my prelims exams.. hai... gtg coz i have to take a shower na.. later guys... mwaaahhh.. God bless and have a nice day..

for the first time...

this is my first time to post a blog here.. well before i have posted at my friendster account.. but now.. as my blogname says "the new beginning" it is indeed time for a new beginning, that is without him in my life.. hmm ive been quiet bout my last relationship.. well i prefer to be quiet for quite some time.. coz honestly im not over it yet.. yes he has his girlfriend as his status said but i still don't beleive it! hmm coz maybe ive never seen any pictures of them together, yet; i asked for some help but still no response...i still love him.. soo much..but i know i have to move on.. well i wish i can and everytime i pray he's still included in it..ders only one thing i need to see before i can finally say that im ready to move on.. and that is to see that he has his gf!but im not expecting anymore that he and i would still be together, coz i know that's a 70:30 chance..70% no and 30% yes...hai..life can be so cruel sometimes but i know "everything happens for a reason.." i know God will provide..and God is doin this for me to be stronger and for me becoming a better person..

for him: i know u have moved on

but me i still can't go on

i know u've frgotten me

but i wish for u bein wd me

i know u have her in ur life

and maybe someday she'll be ur wife

but im still here for you

even if we are now through

and now im running out of words

because i discovered i still love u so

tears suddenly fell

does for u ringin any bell?

all i can say

is ur still d one i pray nd

i love you so

more than words can say....