for the first time...

this is my first time to post a blog here.. well before i have posted at my friendster account.. but now.. as my blogname says "the new beginning" it is indeed time for a new beginning, that is without him in my life.. hmm ive been quiet bout my last relationship.. well i prefer to be quiet for quite some time.. coz honestly im not over it yet.. yes he has his girlfriend as his status said but i still don't beleive it! hmm coz maybe ive never seen any pictures of them together, yet; i asked for some help but still no response...i still love him.. soo much..but i know i have to move on.. well i wish i can and everytime i pray he's still included in it..ders only one thing i need to see before i can finally say that im ready to move on.. and that is to see that he has his gf!but im not expecting anymore that he and i would still be together, coz i know that's a 70:30 chance..70% no and 30% yes...hai..life can be so cruel sometimes but i know "everything happens for a reason.." i know God will provide..and God is doin this for me to be stronger and for me becoming a better person..

for him: i know u have moved on

but me i still can't go on

i know u've frgotten me

but i wish for u bein wd me

i know u have her in ur life

and maybe someday she'll be ur wife

but im still here for you

even if we are now through

and now im running out of words

because i discovered i still love u so

tears suddenly fell

does for u ringin any bell?

all i can say

is ur still d one i pray nd

i love you so

more than words can say....