the "me" B4 and the new "meeh" today

this is meeh before.. just a blank face.
hmm everything are well planned..
having too much predictions for mah future..
loving tooooooo much..
hate other people or I can say no1 exists but the one i love..
a true friend those who are true to meeh..
love my family
trusts God but not going to church weekly..
a smoker


the new meeh..
loving myself and trusting myself..
intends to plan for my future..
revolving my world wd my family and friends and studies...
doesnt want to have a commitment...
intends to trust people easily..
loves to play..
loves to drink and hanging out wd mah true friends...
trusts and loves God more and trying to go to church every sunday..
still a true friend to those who are true to meeh..
loves mah family alot more..
still a smoker
hurt deeply..
doesn't forgive easily!

iNnOcEnCe

hmm grabe i look soooooo young in here.. haha jon wag ka ng kumontra.. that's the truth nman eh..hai sna matapos ko na tong requirements..

hmm i feel sleepy na.. can't do my requirements anymore.. maybe tom n lng.. bhala na..

hai..boring tlga pag wlang pasok..xempre red pa din eye ko

dear ko we're sooo cute.. hehe.. we understand each others' poses tlga.. haha


i miss you guys..

am:
- i woke up at 9am.. coz ate lizza sat beside me..
- ate my bfast
- humiga ulit

lunch-afternoon:
- then we ate our lunch
- then higa ulit
- then ate my lunch again?!?!
- then higa ulit
- then ate palutang
- then i asked mama son to buy me some v-cut and ate again
- my dear called.. i miss u dear!
- went for cancer break.. wehee..
- took a shower coz may usapan kmi ni bosing and pegz..
- went at goldilocks and borrowed pegz worktext for our exam construction.. damn!
- then nagpaxerox
- then saw tita cristy and asked me to come over at her salon
- aun cnabi na magpa facial dw meeh and magpa skin peel sayang dw un gkinis ng muka ko.. hmm its only 5k! wow! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt?!?! 5k.. ill try to ask my mom about it.. in ur dreams anne! haha
- then went at ate ebs and cancer break again
- i saw loi a nursing student and pinatakan nya meeh ng pang patak nya sa eyes.. hehe how nice of u.. tnx..
- but allergic xa sa kin coz of my eyes.. but its ok..

pm:
- went back at goldilocks and i returned pegz' worktxt.
- nag txt na si bosing nd pina xerox nya n dw ung sa logic ko.. tnx bosing..
- meet kmi ng barlan..
- ive waited for 5 mins but its ok thou, tnx po tlga bosing!
- hmm naulanan meeh and masakit ulo ko.
- ive watched grey's anatomy.. grabe fave ko tlga un!
- nka txt ko dear ko..
- hmm miss na kita
- jon2 called hmm ang saya2 nila dun.. inggit ako..
- sorry guys di meeh nka sunod. tom n lng po.
- miss ko na friends ko..
- c yah tom guys! mwaaahhh
- dear ko snanman mkasama kaw..
- nkita ko pix ntin sa friendster.. hehe
- cute2 nman ng mga batang yan.. hehe

am:
- e2 gawa ng blog.
- gawa pa din ng test paper.. hai peste nauuta kc ako sa ginagawa ko kya un..
- waaaaaaaaaaa jon i totally forgot that its ur day knina.. hehe
- lav yah bakla, peace...
- hmm nag txt c ardee and aivhan..
- ayaw ko cla replayan.
- hai bwct gawa pa me reaction and take home quiz ko.. leche!

hai tom would be another good day for meeh,and for my friends...
c yah tom guys.. lav yah and miss you soo much...
sbrang boring ng day ko tlga pag wlang pasok.. haizzzzz......

Thank You po for giving me a safe day..

the eye...

hai..sna mawala na ung redness ng mata ko.. i hate wearin eye glasses na.. skit sa ulo.. haha.. feeling ko mas pumangit pa ko eh.. hehe.. hmm tom bka pa check up na ko ni mama..coz she's worried about my eye..tnx mom.. i love yah.. tnx for supporting meeh and giving meeh another chance khit na nag loko meeh.. i love yah soo much.. dbale mkakabawi din meeh sa inyo ni dad.. ill take care of u wen u get old.. ilove yah both and may God bless us always..

this is meeh..

- this is meeh the new meeh... the atleast-happy-meeh..hehe

well for this day i woke up at 10am.. but i was so tamad to make bangon on my bed.. (wow dang arte sarap sampalin!) haha.. eneweiz then i ate supreme wd rice for my bfast then after an hour i ate sinigang, just the soup thou.. then 3 hours after, i ate again wd my sisters (ate lizza and alvie)that's for my lunch..then after taking a bath i ate again sinigang wd rice again....haiz....sbrang takaw ko grabe.. hmm then jon txtd meeh na tuloy nga kmi mag simba sa kawit. then i took a shower at 4. then my "pretty" dear txtd meeh and nsa church na daw xa. hehe..then un c ali she confirmed that she's gonna come wd us sa church..(yey ali nag simba dn) hehe.. peace sis.. umm then un nga, the first one hu arrivied at the church xempre dear ko.. then ali and meeh.. aun nptakan pa meeh ng ewan that came from a tree!! ewwwwwwwwwww... then jon arrived and we went inside the church. buti nman may naupuan kmi.. (winkz) ktbi nmin si daddy (actually cute daddy) hehe.. aun.. then ntapos ang misa.. pinuntahan namin si dear..wow ang porma (hehe, peace)..aun bawal dw ang sleeveless..hmmmm... eneweiz, den nag hanap kmi ng paxeroxan..aun dang mamahal.. c ali pwede na dw ung 1.50 each..den we decided to go at gst.. as usual unplanned n nman..hmm were trying to reach raiza thru her cel and landline pero we couldn't.. aun we went home at 10pm..ingatz kyo guys..lav yah..then nka txt ko si windy and chan cha bonel, tawa lng ako ng tawa.. hehe ms. anne soer eyes pla chan cha huh! hehe...hmm i enjoyed this day coz i went to church and spoke to Him and i asked for forgiveness..and of course because i was wd my friends.. love yah ulit guys..

then the bad news came. its ok..we still love you soooooo much..
just remember as always........EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!

e2 meeh trying to finish our requirement in special topic..but i think i cant coz im sleepy n.. enewei i need to go now..bye for now..God bless..

c You again on sunday.. tnx for giving meeh another chance..

all alone..

all alone in our sala.. hmm my younger sis aun gumimik.. happy bday karen!
my mom she's sleeping na..
my big sis aun may date..
and my little brother he's at my aunt's haus dun matutulog..
hmm in other words im all alone..
im currently drinking grandma all by myself..
thinking about the past experiences i had..
and the things that erricke told meeh..
haiz dont know wat to do..
wla lng i just want to prove something to myself..but kung hnde matuloy its ok..
i want to do alot of things in my life.. i intend to plan for anything coz before my life was "well-panned" but it resulted into nothing! hmm come wat may as they say! hmm this is the new meeh a new beginning.. i know many challanges wil come but i want to live to the fullest! as wat Mr. Keating said (Robin Williams in dead poets society) Seize the Day!
hmmm its almost 12am i think i need to say gudbye for now..
just want to put wat i really feel for this nyte.. ill finish this bottle 1st before taking a shower and before going to sleep..

to my friends: tnx for comin into my life! i love yah wd all of my life.. ill never forget you..

to you: don't know wat to say.. all i know is dat im deeply mad at you!

God bless you all...

Bday celeb.. part2..(hmm noh ba to blog or multiply?! hehe)

question: tulog o hinde?!?
answer: hnde pa din.. hahaha


question: tulog? o hinde?!?
answer: hnde.. hahaha


hmm....wawa nman kmi.. hehe


wow! pa cute lhat.. hehe.. sayang wla n c dhey and jhen..


hmm cute2 nman nitong shot na 2.. wahehe..happy bday our debutant!we love yah..


cute ng debutant..hmm ako? bakit nging chinita ako?!?! hahahaha


dancing queens..and yes we're indeed sexy.. hehe


hapaka bongga interpretative pic?!?! hehehe..starring jon and ali..hehe


hmm yakapan pa tyo dear.. hehe..saya tlga ng bday ni jon..


hapaka bongga ni jon..hmm jonjon's bf este jhen's pla.. c caloy.. hehe..these are my friends.. wla na c daisy nka uwi na..hmm sayang nman..umm they are one of the resons why i love goin to skul and y i am still here..still standing up!tnx guys.. lav yah..

AuGuSt 24, 2007

xempre d finale would be us.. hehe.. the first one that has to be posted.. hmm lav yah guys... mwaaaaahhhh


hmmm supposedly ksma ang ibang classmates but as expected natakpan namin cla.. hai.. sowee...dba.. pretty na kming lahat..c jonna pa cute pa din.. 6x3=__.. hehehe.. windz?! bat d ka tumingin? umm pegz sowee mejo putol...xempre ang tropa kita lhat.. hehe


ayan.. hapaka bongga ng shot! hehehe..pegz.. hmm na miss kita..lam mo na un..mwaaahhh


ayan.. gulo noh?!?! hehe.. tulakan tlga pagdating ng photo op.. hehe.. ali oh d nman tyong tawang tawang dalawa? hehe.. hmmp jon paka bongga, wait lang dear ko, raiza, jehn and dhey ganda pa ng smile nyo huh.. wait lng kyo.. hehehe!love yah guys... sayang sis ko na c cha wla.. hmmm


Familiar? hmm u look like my x ameer.. hahaha.. hmm pa demure.. wait 4 my next post mali ang akala nyo! hahaha



hmm wat happened yesterday?!?! well nothing much in skul..we just had our class in PT.. hayyyyyy lesson plan wll be our midterm exam.. nd its a drawlot..damn.. gudluck sa tin guys.. umm then after our class i went home to get some clothes, we have a sleep over at raiza's place..hmm excited na meeh..then erricke waited for meeh at skul.. nd sumunod kmi sa haus nila raiza.. then we went at gst..hmm as usual saya pa din.. kya lng sayang d nkasama si cha.. hai..we miss u neng.. umm umuwi dear ko ng 10.. hmm miss na kita dear ko..then we went home na din sa haus nila raiza.. hehe.. but b4 that dumaan pla kmi sa 7 11 to buy some drinks.. then wen we gt at raiza's haus i made some drinks for them..uyy feeling bar tender..get drunkin.. hehehe by t. pain and akon..hehe..hmm masarap daw..red pa din left eye ko..umm it ook a shower first before we started drinkin.. huhu wla meeh signal sa haus nila raiza..but its ok msya pa din me... erricke and i talked about something grabe sbrang deep ng pinag uapan namin.. hai.. den we ate rice before going to sleep.. den we went to bed at 3am na din...hmm its indeed his bday.. hai..i almost forgot na din un eh..my sister reminded meeh about it..SALAMAT albe huh!hmp..i really enjoyed this day..


AUGUST 25,2007
- hmm I woke up at 9am.
-raiza's mom made adobo for us.. yummy..tnx po..
-we had some bfast..rice pa din..
-daisy went home first and erricke followed.. yngat po kyo..
-i played wd L.A. raiza's baby and she feel ko she like meeh din nman.. hehe
-we just ate and i slept and ate again..
-at b4 5 ali, me and jon took a shower..
-then we went home..
-i bought calamares ayaw ni jon and ali eh..
-we waited for ali to ride on a bus first.
-then jon and i went together on the bus
-bumaba c jon..ingat..love yah bakla..
-i smoke on the bus and got home at almost 6.
-then my dar called.. hmm i miss u pretty dear ko!
-hope mka simba tyo jon,ali,raiza tom..
-hmm miss ko na agad ang tropa..
-e2 sa haus alang magawa..
-hmm im still thinking erricke ung mga pinag usapan natin yesterday..
-haiz...i want to have some drink..
-tom i have a meeting wd You..
-IloveYou..

angasan ba ito?!?!

ayan para balance.. hehehe... happy life for happy persons like us.. but wait, there's more! haha angas namin noh?but don't judge us..were bitches to those who are bitches to us..soo better watch out..

hmm feeling matalino...

erricke my so called brother.. hmm matanda na din kc.. wahehe.. peace tyo.. hmm im soo thankful that he came into my life.. parang brother ko na tlga.. he knows everything about meeh..(smiles) nd xempre may mga sbrang ubod ng secrets kmi..hehe.. lam mo na un... hmm hope someday pag successful na tyo kita pa din tyo.. nd we share another stories of our lives and be happy dat we never surrendered any battle! love yah bro.. mabuhay mga taurenean!! wohoo!!


my honey, me and my dear...hmm huggard ang honey ko..:( honey cheer up were always here for you.. and we love you soooooo much.. matatapos din yan.. challenge lng yan ni God syo.. love yah both.. mwaaaahhhh

yummilicious

hmm we love each other.. wohooo... hehe.. copycats.. hehe.. lav yah dear.. thru thick and thin im just here.. nd xempre together wd our friends jon, ali, cha, raiza, daisy and jhen.. hmm love yah pretty dear ko..wahehehe..






hmm ooopppssss palit tyo dear..wahehehe..exchanging copycats..wahehehe.. cute cute nman mag pout ng lips nyan.. hehe

happy bday jon2..lav yah...

wait lng po ung iba huh.. hmm i can say my happiest moment in life..hope u fil the same way too bday girl.. our debutant.. hehe.. love yah jon nd im always here for u ayt? lav yah...mwaaaaaahhhh