all alone..

all alone in our sala.. hmm my younger sis aun gumimik.. happy bday karen!
my mom she's sleeping na..
my big sis aun may date..
and my little brother he's at my aunt's haus dun matutulog..
hmm in other words im all alone..
im currently drinking grandma all by myself..
thinking about the past experiences i had..
and the things that erricke told meeh..
haiz dont know wat to do..
wla lng i just want to prove something to myself..but kung hnde matuloy its ok..
i want to do alot of things in my life.. i intend to plan for anything coz before my life was "well-panned" but it resulted into nothing! hmm come wat may as they say! hmm this is the new meeh a new beginning.. i know many challanges wil come but i want to live to the fullest! as wat Mr. Keating said (Robin Williams in dead poets society) Seize the Day!
hmmm its almost 12am i think i need to say gudbye for now..
just want to put wat i really feel for this nyte.. ill finish this bottle 1st before taking a shower and before going to sleep..

to my friends: tnx for comin into my life! i love yah wd all of my life.. ill never forget you..

to you: don't know wat to say.. all i know is dat im deeply mad at you!

God bless you all...